your Mistress, your Muse: pt 2...living in the way She intends...the Feminine experience.

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within a short time Maitresse Jacquie established Herself....commanded to join the slave registry She wanted my status as Her slave-gurl on the record.

i have a copy of the official document save as a PDF doc...complete with appropriate bar-code and ID card... it reads..

SR-CERTIFICATE OF REGISTRATION SRN 24-563-752-813

This certificate certifies that, on the 2024-06-28, MLJ's alyssa was issued SRN 24-563-752-813 and identifies as a Owned slaveOn the 2024-07-07 it was further declared that 24-563-752-813 has been Owned by MISS lady J since the 2019-04-26

it's taken a bit of time for it to sink in... a new Woman owns me...passed onto Her like a piece of property...fresh changes lay ahead...

it took my mind back to when DLC decided She wanted me living as Her submissive trans-woman .... it would mean estrogen...and the lifestyle changes that come with living in the Feminine way... it meant reforming my sexuality so that i would not only find men attractive but that i would seek out their company...

day after day week after week i was taking pueraria mirifica...i wasn't sure what or when the changes would show themselves...deep in my mind it was changing me...the thought was constant... i was developing my breasts...i also was using nipple-enhancers and breast pumps....

out in the world i found i couldn't hide them....Mistress laughed it off saying.....'why would you?"

like other Mistresses...right before my eyes She was changing me...transforming me in a permanent way....

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i watched as i went from being flat-chested with tiny male nipples...to having them push outward...with shape and contour...

at work and elsewhere people were noticing the changes...my face had the look that comes from the origin dye of using make-up regularly ...staining it...my once strong male arms were losing their musculature ...thinning out as i became what can only be described as feminine-weaker....

i was cautioned to be in one of my bra's as much as possible...to help retain their 'perkiness' and shape......

 i also didn't realize natural estrogen brings with it a gentleness and emotional shifts... i found myself becoming more easy going and accepting so different than the male assertiveness i once had...my skin too...it is kept smooth and hairless it is sooo soft...

my mind was being reformatted to become more agreeable and pleasant...to have a more gentle yielding feminine nature...

the diamond engagement ring you see...DLC wanted me to have a selection...She wanted me to be conditioned to wearing them...with all the meaning they would bring with one day...see those arms ...there use to be bulging muscles there..now they're flat and soft.... it helps to remind..let the men in my life be the strong muscled ones

btw like Rachel i've been sitting to urinate for 5 years...to do otherwise feels foreign ...

covid changed things...it stalled the date of my 'coming out'... then work slowed down altering my pay... even now i haven't recovered financially.....

the other day i did some housecleaning...it just feels natural these days...from one end to the other...i filled numerous bags and threw them in the trash-bin...things are in order... a total make over...that's a double entendre for what lies ahead with Miss Lady J ... i took an inventory and threw out a lot of outdated clothing... i am going to need an almost totally new wardrobe...including lingerie and shoes and accessories etc...for that to happen i am going to need a new job...as best i can tell being a t-girl out in the world will take money and new finances...

also,i am preparing to re-start my doses of peuraria mirifica which had laid dormant since the Pandamic ended...hopefully it is a prep for going on HRT if the money-situation improves and gets more fluid... it means my breast will once more enlarge and fill out... i have begun mentally preparing for that to happen....

i believe Miss Lady J will be taking me to a new level of feminine behavior and transformation.... by having me officially register as Her slave-gurl is a declaration of that....

DLC may have laid the groundwork these past 5+ years...yet it's time for a deeper journey.... one that Maitresse Jacquie will take me on.....

the pieces are in place for MLJ's alyssa to become like other t-girls....

just wondering...has anyone come across this book? .... peace, alyssa

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