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leading a male to the Lady pond a seasoned Dominatrix knows it's all about laying a solid foundation in creating a sustained feminine persona.
a short ..yet telling story i experienced...
Barbara, with a glint in her eye knew she had finally gotten the chance to expose my submissive side through 'pillowing' with me. The woman was highly assertive and demonstrated her dominance once she had me in bed.
stunningly beautiful Barbara had the kind of perfectly formed pear-shaped c-cups that would make even the most alpha male kneel and beg for mercy given the chance to touch them.
starting by having me worshipping her pussy she controlled most of the narrative and action giving me a pat on the head a few times for being diligent in bringing her near climax. near the time we were to sleep Barbara instructed me to lay on my back with my arms held along the side. it felt natural. She had me raise my legs up a bit keeping my knees together feet flat on the mattress commanding me to hold still remaining prone.
it felt so uniquely submissive acting as the one that was being 'mounted' like a woman so often is...repeatedly slamming her pelvis and pretty rounded bottom up and down... her vagina capturing an engulfing me with its wet softness the woman proceeded to relish draining me of both my seed and masculine role exposing me as a submissive male.
as we lay there with me spent going through the typical male libido drop Barbara broached the topic of being trans relating it to her cousin who'd gone full on drag living as a female most of the time. some 12+ years ago it was the last time i was allowed the privilege to be inside a women's feminine treasure.
i mention it because in Her wisdom once She accepted me as Her slave protege DarkLady Camille banned me from dating genetic Women...instead i was to see them as being sources of inspiration and knowledge while regarding all Women to be superior.
babydolls at bedtime...
i have over a dozen babydoll's and nighties...and awake every morning wearing one of them...
'Erin in the morning'
i'd like to make a point before i do a piece on womanless beauty contests of all ages....
when push comes to shove i tend to 'sexualize' the t-girl experience on my posts. having said that ...let's use the word 'erotica' ( it's a much nicer word than porn )...it is a fact that erotica 'will not' make you trans.
those of the far right that have a hidden agenda often support studies that have no basis in fact. It is based on the premise they avoid unbiased research less their pet theory is proved wrong.
their history declares that they will literally say and do anything to further the 'cultural purge' they want the country to experience.
statement from American Academy of Pediatrics President, Dr. Ben Hoffman:
“The AAP’s gender-affirming care policy, like all our standing guidance, is grounded in evidence and science.
"What we’re seeing more and more is that the politically infused public discourse is getting this wrong and it’s impacting the way that doctors care for their patients."
an example of the statement : It lists pornography as one of the potential reasons why an increasing number of trans youths are coming out, according to the Cass Review itself, where she states, “Research commentators recommend more investigation into the consumption of online pornography is needed,” citing an article by Karin Nadrowski, a member of “Therapy First,” a “gender exploratory therapy” lobbying group whose members engage in conversion therapy of transgender youth.
those participating in conversion therapy have a higher rate of suicide than the norm.
'Conversion therapy is a discredited practice intended to change the sexual orientation, gender identity, or gender expression of LGBT people.'
'An estimated 81% of people who have had conversion therapy received it from a religious leader.'
a quick observation...so despite decades, no make that centuries of pedophile activity by faith ministers... that had been largely ignored and permitted to thrive by the church ...it chooses to deem trans and gays as 'sinful' simply for wanting to live the way they choose...or the way their 'heart' tells them....
sin is an archers term meaning 'miss the mark' yet for me from the days of my youth it always seemed to mean you'll burn in the hell fires forever and a day...anyway that just shows how messed up my thinking is sometimes.
Study senior author Ilan H. Meyer, Distinguished Senior Scholar of Public Policy at the Williams Institute
"Rather than being therapy, so-called ‘conversion therapy’ is a minority stressor that reinforces stigma and conveys that being LGB is 'abnormal, sinful,' and should be rejected,”...
"We found that people who undergo conversion therapy are at increased risk of suicide ideation and attempts. This is a devastating outcome that goes counter to the purpose of therapy."
checkout Erin's blog...it is a well informed space for critical issues regarding the trans community....as the piece below displays...
moving on...
womanless beauty contests...
it is something of a phenomena the last 50 years in the US...yet in some ways it speaks to the need if not the desire of males to give expression to their feminine side....that also may be exposing a yearning to always live as transwomen or t-girls... from middle -school to older ages males are embracing the chance to be in womanless beauty contests...
note: the audience of females seems to enjoy seeing the feminine objectification being experienced...
seems to me they are enjoying themselves...
i've often wondered after having participating in womenless beauty contests ...how many have gone on to become t-girls...
alyssa always...the story above i began with speaks to the need to have 'the FemDom way in my life....i came to swiftly realize that a Dominatrix...Mistress DarkLady was prepared to guide my path to the new Ladyland when She put me on natural estrogen, had me start using breast pumps and nipple enhancers while introducing chastity to the equation...
there's just something about having a male under Her thumb that helps drive many a Dominatrix to want them to be transformed into a submissive t-girl....
it helps to remember as a feminized slave...'YOU ARE OWNED'... which means you follow you don't lead...your lifestyle is forged through at time intense training... your trust grows on the edge of pain...discipline is built through daily acts of submission...the purpose of your life is to dedicate it to your owner your Mistress....servitude is the path, not a final goal
like many modern Women a Dominatrix is assertive, a leader. a decision maker, in control of Her destiny and that of Her property... a slave's path is one of being dependent, subordinate and subservient ....
the erection while kneeling affirms his submissiveness....the question is...
would she have gotten there without her Mistress?....
i still believe being drawn to a dominant Matriarch Kris Jenner.....rubbed off on Caitlyn enough total femininity through GRS was the answer....
is it certain that wasn't Kris's plan all along?.....
t-girls...they do make such lovey housewives once the illusion of control is given up....
we'll close with some t-girls at play....
be well sisturs... peace, alyssa
bonus gif: ....'oh what a gorgeous cock.'
nice post again alyssa 😘