
Herself....Dominatrix Camille...Mistress DarkLady







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Lady Camille used a very subtle methodology.... She would slip the hyphenated word ...slave-gurl...harmlessly into a conversation. the seed had been planted....it stayed in the mind incubating.... going about my day from time to time it would come up...gaining greater importance on each thought of it....
whatever a mind dwells on expands...DarkLady Camille knew it touched on the binary model of dominance and submission...by then She has already established Herself as the dominant which left only its opposite....
the thought of it conjured up visions of what it had meant in history....

at the same time i was informed to stay with Her i would need to send in body-shot photos of an emasculated nature...

the feminine path soon mingled with the idea of being a slave-gurl in modern day....



it was suggested i become a member of Fet-Life...a noted and popular BDSM site... with Mistress suggestions were essentially commands... along with its10,000,000+ members i had been exposed to a whole new world.....
BDSM isn't just sex...isn't just a game...isn't just a little fetish...it is a true desire...it is a lifestyle...it is passion and something Dominatrix Camille was well versed in.
i guess Mistress knew what She was doing....6 years in as of today i humbly have collected some 7,833 followers and179 friends...

exposure to the social-media site made it seem more normal for a male to be turned feminine and become a slave-gurl to a Mistress....






being a t-girl and becoming a slave-gurl became intertwined.... one in the same if you will....



within a couple of months the submissive-feminine had taken hold with elements of BDSM play involved...





it was around this time Lady Camille introduced me to the idea of developing my own breasts....

it was something She demanded of Her gurls that were...as i would put it.... in Her inner circle...



natural estrogen was next...

and with it came development....

She flat out told me i would 'have' c-cup breasts one day....with Mistress using Her slave-gurl natasha as my inspiration.....


i watched my chest blossom ...or should i say bosom...


i learned to see Women as a whole in a different light....



i came to believe they were truly superior because one of their specie...Mistress DarkLady ...was in the process of transforming me into Her slave-gurl....

Mistress taught me to defer to Women in my everyday life...

making friends and acquaintances of some.... the more slave gurls i came across on Fet.... the more i wanted to become one myself...



it was Mistress DLC that helped my slave-gurl mentality to develop.... thoughts like being accommodating...deferential... dutiful... humble... kind... meek...obedient ...respectful...willing...yielding.... felt more natural....
I remember a meaningful conversation with Mistress during one session... she told me not to be afraid of exploring my sexuality and desires... Dominatrix Camille wanted me to embrace them, love them and make them mine because deep down they were part of who i am.
along with Miss Lady J....thinking of Her still ...especially today...Her birthday... peace, alyssa
