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it was clear from the onset my Dominatrix was way smarter than me...
Mistress Camille would have me do things that i couldn't understand at the time yet i would do them anyway.... things began with picking out a mid-size wall mirror and a long narrow floor mirror one weekend ....another time selecting a half-dozen feminine bedspreads to be shown to Her for Mistress approval.... step by step She had me creating a girls room that would act as a sanctuary....other things were added...
my Dominatrix had me purchase a few stuffed animals ...that stood in contrast to the array of women's sex-toys such as dildo's, vibrators and anal-plugs....
it was later when i realized i was also developing the feminine habit of shopping on weekends in boutiques, shops, women's stores and estate-sales with mostly other females. the days of watching televised sports had been replaced looking for linens and bed-sheets... or becoming occupied with new sweaters or tops while also searching over racks of skirts and looking at different style of purses for different types of occasions ....
weeks turned to months my armoire and closet began to fill with women's clothing and shoes and lingerie along with all types of essential accessories and jewelry....like necklaces, bracelets earrings and including faux-diamond engagement rings...
you may ask about why have the engagement wedding rings?...it was simple really...Mistress Camille wanted me to become a bride and a wife....
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as things began to accumulate it pushed aside what had been there until every space and drawer in the armoire was filled with feminine items..the women's outfits and shoes and nighties of all manner took over my closet...in a gurls bedroom that could only be called a warm, comforting feminine environment.
it continues to this day to give me a feminine mindset....
Mistress was creating a feminine persona that was in line with being a housewife who cared more about keeping a home clean than reading the latest stock reports and business pages....
i found myself bonding with other 'gurls'....having genuine platonic 'girl-friend' relationships....
it was discovered i had more in common with them then first thought...we could talk about things that Women discuss ...
joining FetLife i found many girlfriends...i am just about to reach 8,000 followers...
i've learned for me the BDSM scene wasn't about whips and chains...but rather losing my masculinity in order that Mistress could mould me into a transwoman who would enjoy the company of dominant men...while making myself attractive enough for them to be interested in....
it became a turn-on to know a Woman had altered my sexuality....on Mistress's command no longer would i date females instead i would be kept busy making myself more appealing to men...
the estrogen continues to change my mentality....i've taken on the characteristics of a female....i have developed a nurturing sensitivity...there is a warmth an a sweetness and kindness in me...along with being tender and more understanding and helpful....i am also more passive and emotional and cooperative....
it has taken time to adjust to men finding me attractive...and complimenting my appearance and look....
be well sisturs.. peace, alyssa
