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every Dominatrix / sub relationship is built on trust.... one must learn to put their faith in Mistress....







some discovered it early on.... that there was a gurl inside waiting to be set free....


others found it later in life.... before it was too late....




"It was the shame of what other people would say about my transition."
"looking on the internet for information about gender dysphoria and transitioning ...I was aware of Pride parades, but conservative media claimed they were always associated with some kind of sin or sexual perversion."
"I was afraid of any changes in my life. That seemingly stable life made me feel like I was in a safe harbor, or at least I tried to convince myself of that. I tied myself to people, things, and places that I didn’t really like, just to avoid any changes. Because of that, I missed a lot of opportunities."
"The main fear that transgender people often face is the fear of loss—losing relatives, partners, jobs, respect, homes, or friends. Everything can be lost during transition."
"My relatives? ....Unfortunately, not all of them were supportive and refused to call me by my true name.
Some tried to convince me that I was wrong and would regret my decision."
"There is a study published on the website of NIH, proving that transgender people are vulnerable and need help with social and medical transitioning, including gender puberty blockers, HRT, and gender-affirming surgeries to save their lives."
"I delved deep into psychology and psychiatry to make sure I was OK and that I needed the transition to fix the incongruence between my body and mind."
"now, despite all the tears, hard losses, and changes, I am 100% sure it was the right thing for me to do. I have undergone facial feminization surgery, my relationships with others are evolving, I have a new partner who makes me feel being loved, and my thoughts, body and mind are finally finding the long-anticipated harmony. I have no regrets or doubts left."
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maybe its just me...yet i think there are plenty of males who would love to transition...yet remain afraid because of the stigma from society and relatives and friends that don't understand....

for me it took meeting Dominatrix Camille.....a Woman who understood...and knew how to get results

She already knew I was submissive towards Females by virtue of the fact i found and contacted Her.

yes .....a Mistress makes a difference...


it means you're not alone....


it is my experience ..if you have the right Mistress ... knowing when to push boundaries she'll operate on what i call the toothpaste tube theory...
it's difficult if not impossible to get the tooth-paste back in the tube 'once it is out'....

DLC's & MLJ's marie....... a stunning example of what happens once a gurl is out.....

once a gurl comes out the mystery is over.... she no longer has to worry about 'what if?' ....


discovering the girl of your dreams is you ...means you're free to be yourself....

its HRT that really sets you free....

lets not forget about SRS too....




it was Mistress DLC who set me straight...
'alyssa you're not straight...you're just confused....deep inside you is a gurl begging to be released...'

it was Mistress who put me on estrogen and had me using breast pumps...

it was only because of Dominatrix Camille that having a vagina became a serious discussion....

cross-dressing is fun....yet there is a temporary feeling to it...the world of male privilege is always calling one back...

on HRT there is no going back....


mentally, emotionally, physically ...femininity just takes over....
oh there's Natalie again... the only thing straight about her is the lovely t-girl joystick she's wrapped her lips around...



the iconic Goddess Ezada Sinn.... if i have it right ...the collared slave-gurl behind Her belongs to the other Mistress...who named her mishew , Egyptian for cat or kitten...

another gurl in slave training who has learned to always check in with the Woman that is guiding her life....her Mistress...

a Mistress will help a gurl reach her full potential....

'stop fidgeting gurl... you were saying that Mistress wants you in the red evening gown for the ball....well it's been decided then...all that's left is finding the right pair of shoes to go with it...'


it was a crossroads moment...the first time a husband really understands what being cuckolded means...

the gurl of your dreams is you...and she is always calling out to you...

the mind tends to drift back to before things changed ...to those times you when you were still a man....or at least pretended to be one...only to discover that hooking up with a BDSM Master...will bring you to new heights of submissive-feminine behavior...

there's something so FemDom sexy about it... learning about corset training from an expert Woman on the subject....

so i have a thing about cages....

Mistress told me it came from somewhere deep in my subconscious...


i first tried hypnosis 12 years ago on a site called. ....warpmymind....
https://www.warpmymind.com ....that led to... https://hypnoticwishes.com/wp// ....





for some reason it makes me think of a husband who'd been worn down over the years ..until he finally submitted to his Dominant spouse....

the first time early on that i had my ears pierced it was all because of being 'told' to do it by Dominatrix Camille....

it was then that i realized i had found the real thing.... in Dominatrix Camille.... ever since i've been wearing varying styles of earrings daily...peace, alyssa
